1. 30
    Aug

    Scared..

    I could completely fall off the face of the earth and no one would ever know where I am but the point is I dont want to, I’m perfectly happy, safe and content where I am. I have the open option few others have to completely start over with a new job, place to live, people who know nothing about me and I could totally start from scratch but I wont I’ve become overly attached to Scott like scaring me to death because I feel like I’m falling in love with him and I’m afraid of slipping just once out of line and losing everything. Plus i know but wont accept the fact that Scott isn’t where I am in out relationship I mean I just for the first time heard him call me his girlfriend just the other day. Its scary because it seems like I’m just a small not necessary part of his life he would lose very little if anything went wrong and we went our separate ways. I mean I feel like my entire life centers around him and I’m the one who made it that way and I’ve neglected so many people and on the other hand gained a ton more I feel like my life has chanced for the better but sometimes I  question that I dont know what to do anymore but I have to continue living so I’ll just take each day as it comes and hope for the best

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My life as an overweight, broken, twenty year old girl in a small town trying to make it on my own. As I experience life's changes and challenges I only pray that I succeed and accomplish my dreams. I reach up to the heavens reaching for the moon only hoping that I fall somewhere in the stars :)
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