Walking By Faith & Living In Hope

1. 2
   Sep
   

   Rawr..

   Last night was the first night in four months that I haven’t slept next to Scott, it sucked royally because he wasn’t there it was cold and just plain miserable.. I HATE IT!!! Rawr we just need to get a place of own so that we can be together and not have to continuously worry about stepping on peoples toes because one of is with the other one and thats not where we actually live so people get all butt hurt and say leave.. I woke up at the time that Scott usually gets up to go to work and then i couldn’t go back to sleep because i didn’t get my kisses and regular good morning its like almost 7 pm not and i haven’t seen him since almost ten last night.. and he called me while i was at josh and kyle’s and i wont see him at all tonight because he is gonna be busy doing runs till about midnight and since i have to work tomorrow it doesn’t make since for me to be exhausted for work so i will just have to wait and see him tomorrow which is gonna suck to because i have to work ubber early Saturday morning and tomorrow is Friday which is his typical overly busy day to make runs and such.. I hate it but I have to make it through somehow… Plus I feel better now.. after my concerns with Scott not being really so into me Kyle reassured me by telling me that he told Scott that he has also heard a lot of people say that Scott is going to break up with me and Scott said Hell no she’s a keeper.. I felt so much better after hearing that.. it’s such a releif to know he does actually care and wants to stay with me and now I’m confident my relationship status is not gonna be single anytime soon.. hopefully never again..